Bye kedai kasut! Such a great experience. :)

oh yes.. saya dah berhenti kerja. setelah berlaku sedikit pertelingkahan dan segala dengan boss sehingga boss bengang dan saya kena marah. huhu. tapi apa2 pon semua ni ada hikmah and Alhamdulillah Allah mudahkan semuanya. Alhamdulillah syukur tak hingga. :)

p/s : alasan no 2, ayat kedua tu adalah penambah perisa sesedap rasa sahaja. :P

Elly, are you prepared?

I'm not afraid of death, because it is a sure thing that would be experienced by every human being, every living things. Even the strongest tree like a teak will rot, let alone human. But what I'm really worried and afraid of is what happens next.

How will I be judged?

Which hand will I receive the book that has been written all my doings during my life?

How will I get through the 'Titian Sirat'?

With what I have now,
With what I have done during this almost 23 years of life, 

if I die tomorrow, 

or tonight when I'm sleeping, 

or  maybe at work, 

or maybe earlier than that when I'm on my way to work, 

any time soon.. 

I really cannot tell where I'm really going. 

How will I be treated six ground under. 

What will be my fate in Padang Mahsyar. 

Astaghfirullahalazim. Sesungguhnya kematian itu sangat dekat. 

I cannot even bare to stay near fire now, 

How will I bare to be sentenced in the fire later in hereafter? 

and the most important question is, 

Have I been pleasing Allah? 

How do I look like on Allah's eyes? 

Good or Bad? 

Forgive me ya Allah. Guide me. Please let me stay close to You.

As a reminder to self and anyone who reads this, 

Let's check back our amalan, our dirty heart, our deeds, sedekah etc.

Are they going to be enough for us to bring them to Him?

Life is a test, are we prepared?

Happy Mother's Day!!

Alhamdulillah I've got my first salary earlier this week. memang tempted sgt nak beli itu ini. Tp tahan nafsu. Jgn membazir elly! Boleh spend duet membeli ape yg dalam list je, tak boleh menyimpang! haha. So this is one of the things that I have been planning to spend my salary. Mother's day gift for mommah! since kerja kat kedai kasut jadi hadiah kena la kasut kn. haha boleh ke cmtuh? ok whatever.

Anak mama ni romantik orangnye. kalau dah bagi hadiah tu, mana cukup hadiah je, kena ade kotak @ pembalut cantik2, kena ada card. Baru la suweet. huhu. puji diri sendiri eh? *boleh lempang saya pasni*

Malam before Aje fly tu mmg ketandusan idea nak buat kad mcm mane sbb pusing-pusing kat wgsa walk takde pon card mother's day. *kecewa* So cam xpe lah, buat je la kad sendiri walaupun kesuntukan masa. Jadi dengan otak yang ketandusan idea ni cik hambiah liyana pon go google up for ideas. And this is what I came up with.

memproses kertas dan cat

hasil

Ok la. Boleh la nak berpuas hati dgn last minute work macam ni. Lain kali plan awal2 sikit eh? :D

On the limited space, this was what I wrote :

to the only woman who has loved me with all her heart and will always be..

Mama, you have to know that I love you very much because you are the only woman who has carried me in your belly for 9 months and 10 days, the only one who has gave birth to me, looked after me when I was sick, taught me how to crawl, to walk and to talk. You are the one whom I know loves me more than anything.

If I'm about to list up all the things you did, and repay it with diamonds, rubies, sapphires and pearls, then you would have a treasure that would mount up to the skies that would almost match the sparkles in your loving eyes. But you know I don't have all that :P All that I can give to you is my love and care. ( And a pair of new shoes of course.. hehe :P) 

I'm no one without you really.

Alhamdulillah, I have such a wonderful mother.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMMIES!! :D

A note to self

         I don't see any points of having a Facebook account if the purpose is to being sarcastic all the time and to create an internet war instead of catching up with the people in your life. If you say being sarcastic is a kind of an advice, you have a vocabulary problem. You are totally wrong. If you want to advice people, do it the same way as you'll take someone's advice. A good advice is an advice which is delivered carefully and full of 'hikmah' and an advice will not be 'berhikmah' enough if the person you are targeting got hurt and have hard feelings against your words. If your so called advice brings everything apart, make the other person to press the button 'remove friend' or 'block this person' , it is useless.

Life is not about sarcasm. 

So Stop being sarcasm about almost everything and Change the way you use your words.

Delete those sarcasms, hatred, and grudge feelings in your heart.

Replace it with love, care, patience and other good feelings instead.

Make the world a better place.

Li ukhuwah fillah.

Hatcheuumm!! @.@

Saya dah 2 hari demam selsema. Semua pasal everytime balik kerja, kene hujan. Wajib. Plus, xcukup rehat. Hari Ahad enjin badan bergerak dari pkul 7 pagi hingga 1 pagi tanpa henti melakukan kerja2 yg agak berat seperti membawa kereta selama 3 jam utk praktis JPJ kemudian rehat beberapa minit, makan dan masuk kerja pkul 1 hingga 10 malam. Tak smpt nak nap pon hari tu. Balik kena hujan, tak mandi tukar baju je sbb kalau mandi malam2 saket dada. And then hari test JPJ bangun dengan xcukup rehat, balik rumah makan nasi, pegy KLCC tgok battleship! haha best woh cte tuh! Balik rumah, kena hujan lagi. Besok pagi terus demam and selsema. Pegy kerja, xbercakap langsung dgn yana and aunty. Tak larat. Kepala berdenyut-denyut, badan kejap rasa sejuk kejap rasa panas, hidung tersumbat dan berhingus rase geram nk sumbat tampon! Maka Elly jd zombie dan bisu. Nasib baik smlm kerja sampai pkul 7 je. Tp time balik tetap kena hujan. -_- So balik mandi, makan, makan ubat, amik ais letak atas kepala. 

Yes, i took care of myself. Sebab kalau saya xjaga diri saya, sape yg nk jaga kan? Memang dari kecik, dari form 1 exactly, dah belajar mcm mana nak jaga diri sendiri time sakit. Mase tu once in a month wajib demam sbb homesick. :P Tp time skolah kalau demam, xpegy skolah turun bilik saket and tunggu sampai akak yang jaga white house tuh datang and bawak pegy klinik kerajaan. Lepastuh nanti doormmate atau kawan2 baik la yang akan hantar makanan tengahari and malam. hehehe. Makan ubat ke ape ke sume sndr kene ingt. Zaman skolah adalah sgt pack dgn jadual yg sgt pack. Dgn prep la, riadah la, ape la. But still, tetap rindu zaman sekolah.

The fact is, time2 demam ni slalunye kte nak attention. time tu la rindu kt mama, nk manje2 dgn abah, mintak Aje teman lunch. Hihi. Habis dkt sume org, kte nak ngadu yang kite tgh demam. haha. Lepastu rindu dkt housemates kt Egypt. Teringat dulu masa first year, mase mule2 sampai sana terus demam teruk. Dehydrated macam ikan yang terkeluar dari air. Mr.Mahmoud dgn Abg Zam and another GMN's female staff who-i-dont-remember-her-name bawak pegy hospital and kena masuk air. Lepastuh balik rumah, tengah tidur tibe2 terjaga sebab Nuna letak kain basah atas kepala. T.T Mase tuh rase terharu gilee sbb seingat sy xde sapa penah jaga saya mcm tu selain dari mama. And mase tu mmg terasa yang kalau Nuna yang demam, saya xtahu if saya boleh buat mcm tu dekat dye.

Saya dah jarang sgt demam lepas tu. Kalau demam pon yg nak tak nak demam je. Cume sakit yg plg kerap time dkt Egypt, senggugut yang amat saket. Kalau senggugut tu mmg xboleh nak pegy kelas, xboleh nak buat ape, makan ubat tido je la keje. Tp ada satu kali tu. Senggugut teruk sgt sampai muntah2. And then bilik jauh dari toilet. Tak smpt nak masuk toilet dah termuntah depan pintu toilet. Masa tu, ada dgn Hannah je. Tak dpt nk recall ape yg sy buat in between tp sedar2 Hannah dah cuci muntah tu. huwaaaaaa.. malunyeeee.. plus terharu jugak. Lepas tu hannah masak bubur bg sy makan and tgh takde gas kot rasenye and then dye masak bubur dalam periuk nasi je. But it tasted good anyway. A porridge which was full of love and care. Maybe I wasn't close to u as Hanis n Nurul did, but u are close to my heart as everyone else does. I miss you hannah :(  There, terbayang sudah wajah2 housemates from the first to the third year I was in Egypt.

I am blessed. Walaupun sentiasa jauh dgn family dari form 1, Allah menemukan saya dgn mereka yang sangat sweet and true. and insyaAllah mereka jugak pengaruh yang baik untuk sy. Alhamdulillah. Whoever who has came into my life is a part of what I've became now. They made and shaped me. Jadi adalah penting untuk pilih kawan ye rakan2.. :P lol xyah nak berceramah sgt la. Alhamdulillah jugak, saya bersyukur saya demam. Sebab sakit tuh kan penghapus dosa-dosa kecil kan, insyaAllah.. huhu.. 

okay la, gotta rest. buhbye..

zero to zero point five percent beneficial content type of post! hihih

I really want to blog. Really wanted to write something in it. But I just dont know what to blog about. I am scribbling, brainstorming for words and working on with my hands, just go with whatever my mind is thinking and turn it verbally. There's nothing interesting going on in my mind for the time being. Sad. haha.

Except that i'm working in a shoe store now. I thought it's a tough job at first because u have to stand all day and wait for customers to come in for u to serve. And then u have to go back and forth looking for shoes your customers requested and put it back if they can't fit them. Looking for shoes isn't that hard if they are situated at the middle and below of the racks. But, if it is situated up high u have to lift up your head and look up which strains your neck and since i'm wearing glasses, I have to crinkle my nose to make sure my glasses are aligned with my eyes everytime I was looking up, while my mouth would automatically opened up a little bit. If someone would have taken a picture of me while I'm doing that, I'm sure my face is at the funniest! haha. And then once I found it, I'll have to take the ladder and climb it over. But I always hate it when I had to stand on the highest step of it. Gayat kot! And then there's always this feeling "What if I lose my balance and fall?" or "Is this ladder stable enough to carry my weight?? O.o " ghaaa.

I got extremely exhausted at the end of the day on the first few days of working. But eventually, I'm getting used to this job. Alhamdulilllah. I now dare to sit down when no customers approached the shop. I even dare to read a novel too! haha. No more lower limb muscles pain. I am coping and adapting! Yeay! :D

tq for reading this empty entry! lol! :P

a random post after such a long hiatus!

I saw a friend's status a few days ago..(u know who u r)

"you are always my favourite girl"

i dont remember whether i click the button like or not but everyone who has liked her status would probably a slightest bit wished that they are her favourite girl eventhough they knew they are not. which includes me. hahaha. (dont get me wrong, i know you love me too. hihi)  because i think there cant be 2 or 3 things of the same category to be our fav. if there is more than one, it's not favourite anymore. favourite is a word used to describe something that you love most! so mane boleh ade 2 bnde kan? contohnye, there are J.co, Big Apples and Dunkin Doughnuts. my favourite doughnut bakery is Big Apple! J.Co and Dunkin Doughnut? boleh laa.. Favourite Colour? I like white, pink, and bright colours and sometimes pastel colours, but my favourite colour (which is the colour i love most) is PINK! see the difference? okay la maybe kdg2 boleh la kot nk favouritekan a few things in a same category. boleh la boleh. tp dah xspecial la kan? *boleh sesape bgtaw ape yg saya sedang merepek? -_- *

haha. this is such a random thoughts. tulis je la kan daripada x tulis ape2. dah lame sungguh tgal ini blog. sorry blog, i haven't been busy, i have been lazy! hihi. lgpon cam slalu bile ade bnde yg nk diblog kan mst laptop xde, so bile balik mst dah lupe ape nk tulis. so bia je la kan.

ouh. and my favourite girl? hurm.. Aileen Merissa kot. :D hari ni balik kelantan yeayy!! bye~